It’s really quite simple.
She is everything i could ever ask for in a girl and she was mine. When I was in her arms it was like me and her were the only two people in the world, nothing else mattered when I was with her. I felt so lucky like i was on top of the world. but i lost her.I’ve never been able to keep anyone in my life but i seriously thought she’d be the one to change that. But just like i do with everyone I pushed her away.Why am I such an idiot. She is one of the best things to ever happen to me. she was was my princess, my life saver. she made me so happy, she pulled me out of my severe depression for about 5 months. I just cant believe I lost her, I’m crying my eyes out just typing this. She was my best friend, my girlfriend, and most importantly the girl I’m so in love with. I’m so in love with her that not being able to be with her and make her happy kills me. She made me so happy and it hurts me to know that i couldn’t do the same for her, shes amazing and she deserves nothing but the best. Its been a little over a week since she broke up with me and its making me crazy I’m doing such stupid things, because of how much i love her and I cant take it knowing I’ll never kiss her, hold her hand, or cuddle up in her arm ever again. I think I might have lost her for good. but I dont blame her. I dont deserve her, shes perfect and amazing and talented and beautiful.. and I’m just …me..depressed, annoying, crazy me….I feel like I’m incapable of being loved, but i feel like an idiot that i actually thought that she might have been the one. I’m nothing compared to her, I just wish i could have realized that before I fell in love with her. I never knew I was even capable of hurting this bad. I just really hope I havn’t lost her for good,I dont know if i’ll be able to take that. My heart is broken into a million pieces. </3
I have the best girlfriend in the entire world, I’m so lucky shes beautiful, funny, talented , and just all over amazing. she could probably have anyone she wanted in the world but she chose me. I love her so much when I’m with her I’m in heaven. Every time she texts me I get butterflies in my tummy. She treats me like a princess and I’ve never been happier! Your the best thing to happen to me i a very long time babe, I love you <3